40 Secrets About Yourself
Be HONEST no matter what.
1. What is your natural hair color?
brown. i havent dyed my hair in a long time.
2. Where was your default pic taken?
i dont have one?
3. What's your middle name?
Marisa
4. Your current relationship status?
married with 4 kids
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
justin gets upset when i saw we are dating. we are past that. so i guess that means he isnt my crush anymore.
6. What is your current mood?
restless...kinda
7. What color underwear are you wearing?
they look like lacey black shorts
8. What makes you happy?
a joint
10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would you change?
no, nothing.
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
manatee, everyday
12. Ever had a near death experience?
car accident?
13. Something you do a lot?
breathe, blink, pee and shit, and talk. yep, always talking
14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
none
15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
someone almost as lame as myself
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
my aunt in mexico, that bitch
17. When was the last time you cried?
today, everyday i get emotional
18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
just radio city music hall
19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
to live forever and with one sigle touch let everyone i love live forever too
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
first the face, hair then outfit height build
21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
iced coffee
22. What's your biggest secret?
i dont think i have one
23. Favorite colors?
red
24. When was the last time you lied?
how would you know i wasnt lying?
25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
no
27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
not a thing. something smells funny.
28. Do you speak any other language?
espanol
29. What's your favorite smell?
things like my grandma when i cuddle up against her, my moms sweaters, my dads cologne, justins side of the bed...shit like that
30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
dynamic
31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
this morning from my boyfriend
32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
how i wish it would rain
33. What are you thinking about right now?
weed
34. What should you be doing?
homework
35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
the final on wednesday
36. How often do you pray?
...never.
37. Do you like working in the yard?
we dont have one
38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
my own
39. Do you act differently around your crush?
i suppose
40. Name one song that reminds you of an ex?
rum to whiskey by the murder city devils
Thursday, May 31, 2007
one more thing
rock on, big girl. love beth ditto.
and
fafi, the amazing french graffiti artist has teamed up with le sport sac to create the above bag. how much do i want it? so much! but, when i calculated price+shipping+tax i thought again. ahhh!
hello muda...hello fodda
hello!
yesterday after a hellish morning of school/work i drove over to my grandparents house to have dinner. i sat in the living room and updated my grandparents on my life, the weekend, anything really. they told me stories that i could never get tired of hearing. stories about new york, old jewish customs, family etc.
we then had a dinner. left overs from when my grandma hosted a big dinner party for the family. chicken, corn, salad, and carrot souffle. by the way, carrot souffle is the best thing in the entire world. it was so delicious. and of course i ate my corn on the cob with the little corn dish/holders my grandma has had since i was tiny.
after dinner my grandma and i watched housee hunters (a tradition for the two of us) and then we watched Tevye the Milkman. Its an old yiddish movie I found at Vidiots and I thought my grandparents would enjoy it. It was actually pretty good and most of the enjoyment came from seeing how much my grandma enjoyed/identified with it.
My great-grandparents immigrated to NYC from Russia in 1926. My great-grandfather came first illegally through Canada. He worked as a dress maker until he could afford to bring my great-grandmother, grandmother, and three great uncles(who I never met). When my grandma came to the US it was in the steerage part of the ship. I guess my great-grandfather had saved enough to buy them all first class tickets, but bc they were coming illegally, the people who brought them over stole from them and they ended up in steerage. I could not imagine.
Anyway, my great-grandparents were orthodox jews who spoke yiddish and came from the old country. I never completly realized how important those ideals, which seem so antiquated, mean to my grandma. The story is about Tevye, a milkman, whose youngest daughter marries a gentile man. The family is destroyed by it and considers her dead. Take away all the melodramatic stuff and I began to understand why it was so important back then for Jews in Russia to stick with Jews. Towards the end of the film Tevye is asked to leave the countryside he has called home all his life, because he is jewish. This is set before WW2 and even before Hitler took over, so not only do you see how much people hated jews, but how they really are the wondering people. I dont know where this is going...but i understand why religion was so important and keeping their idenity. I realize how a sense of place is crucial to people. I consider san diego my sense of place, my moms house, my dads, my grandparents etc. To not have that would be odd, and what do you hold onto? Thats all these people had and I dont understand it as well as my grandmother does because she came from a time when her family was forced to leave because of who they were.
i probably make no sense. im not a zionist or anything, this isnt some pro-israel pro-judism or what have you kinda rant. for my great-grandparents, grandparents and those before them judism and the jewish community was a sense of belonging and place. they were the wondering people and they needed some foundation. Okay, no more im just ranting about this. but thats what the blog is for.
the night was great. i love my grandmother so much. she has always been such an amazing woman, such strength and love. i cant imagine life without her. id believe in heaven just to know i wont be without her forever.
yesterday after a hellish morning of school/work i drove over to my grandparents house to have dinner. i sat in the living room and updated my grandparents on my life, the weekend, anything really. they told me stories that i could never get tired of hearing. stories about new york, old jewish customs, family etc.
we then had a dinner. left overs from when my grandma hosted a big dinner party for the family. chicken, corn, salad, and carrot souffle. by the way, carrot souffle is the best thing in the entire world. it was so delicious. and of course i ate my corn on the cob with the little corn dish/holders my grandma has had since i was tiny.
after dinner my grandma and i watched housee hunters (a tradition for the two of us) and then we watched Tevye the Milkman. Its an old yiddish movie I found at Vidiots and I thought my grandparents would enjoy it. It was actually pretty good and most of the enjoyment came from seeing how much my grandma enjoyed/identified with it.
My great-grandparents immigrated to NYC from Russia in 1926. My great-grandfather came first illegally through Canada. He worked as a dress maker until he could afford to bring my great-grandmother, grandmother, and three great uncles(who I never met). When my grandma came to the US it was in the steerage part of the ship. I guess my great-grandfather had saved enough to buy them all first class tickets, but bc they were coming illegally, the people who brought them over stole from them and they ended up in steerage. I could not imagine.
Anyway, my great-grandparents were orthodox jews who spoke yiddish and came from the old country. I never completly realized how important those ideals, which seem so antiquated, mean to my grandma. The story is about Tevye, a milkman, whose youngest daughter marries a gentile man. The family is destroyed by it and considers her dead. Take away all the melodramatic stuff and I began to understand why it was so important back then for Jews in Russia to stick with Jews. Towards the end of the film Tevye is asked to leave the countryside he has called home all his life, because he is jewish. This is set before WW2 and even before Hitler took over, so not only do you see how much people hated jews, but how they really are the wondering people. I dont know where this is going...but i understand why religion was so important and keeping their idenity. I realize how a sense of place is crucial to people. I consider san diego my sense of place, my moms house, my dads, my grandparents etc. To not have that would be odd, and what do you hold onto? Thats all these people had and I dont understand it as well as my grandmother does because she came from a time when her family was forced to leave because of who they were.
i probably make no sense. im not a zionist or anything, this isnt some pro-israel pro-judism or what have you kinda rant. for my great-grandparents, grandparents and those before them judism and the jewish community was a sense of belonging and place. they were the wondering people and they needed some foundation. Okay, no more im just ranting about this. but thats what the blog is for.
the night was great. i love my grandmother so much. she has always been such an amazing woman, such strength and love. i cant imagine life without her. id believe in heaven just to know i wont be without her forever.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Oh man!
Disneyland was amazing. We had so so so much fun. Had our romantic anniversary dinner at the restaurant thats at the beginning of the priates of the caribbean ride. It was so expensive and so not that good. I think the best part was laughing about how silly the entire thing was with Justin.
We rode all the rides, I almost shit myself on Space Mountain. I was laughing and screaming so much! I will post photos later.
The rest of the weekend was just so nice. We had Korean BBQ and went shopping on Saturday. So soo sooo much fun. If you havent done Korean BBQ than you really should! Later on that evening I went out with Lisa and Guilliana. Hit up some gay bars in west hollywood. danced and drank fancy cocktails. It was awesome. A good ladies night.
As fun as the weekend was, I have neglected the homework I needed to do. How does this happen? I am so tired and nervous. Nobody to blame but myself. I need to kick this procrastination bug!
Okay, I am going to get coffee and do homework. Blargh.
We rode all the rides, I almost shit myself on Space Mountain. I was laughing and screaming so much! I will post photos later.
The rest of the weekend was just so nice. We had Korean BBQ and went shopping on Saturday. So soo sooo much fun. If you havent done Korean BBQ than you really should! Later on that evening I went out with Lisa and Guilliana. Hit up some gay bars in west hollywood. danced and drank fancy cocktails. It was awesome. A good ladies night.
As fun as the weekend was, I have neglected the homework I needed to do. How does this happen? I am so tired and nervous. Nobody to blame but myself. I need to kick this procrastination bug!
Okay, I am going to get coffee and do homework. Blargh.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
330
$330 for a trip to the er? jesus, how do people afford health care? Justin and I are moving to france where that shit is for free. bless having a euro boyfriend.
disneyland! in 20 minutes. im in class right now, justin is meeting me by the flag pole and then we are on our way.
i went to the er last night because i was feeling so bad. i thought i had every heart condition in the world. turns out im fine but i might have a chest infection or something. so the doctor gave me some medicine. like cough syrup with codine. i dont know if i actually want the perscription. blah.
feminist theory makes me want to kill kill kill. nah, i like it. im just too excited for DINNEYLAND!!!!
disneyland! in 20 minutes. im in class right now, justin is meeting me by the flag pole and then we are on our way.
i went to the er last night because i was feeling so bad. i thought i had every heart condition in the world. turns out im fine but i might have a chest infection or something. so the doctor gave me some medicine. like cough syrup with codine. i dont know if i actually want the perscription. blah.
feminist theory makes me want to kill kill kill. nah, i like it. im just too excited for DINNEYLAND!!!!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
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